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My Pursuit of Happiness

My Pursuit of Happiness

Warning, this blog could trigger.

I'm a fucking mess, just trying to get through my life with reoccurring depression, self harm and insomnia.

Most of the time I'm not worth the air I breathe.

Can’t help but think I should be there with you.

Not stopped crying all morning. I don’t want to live anymore.

Looking at a picture of you and just thinking “mmmm that’s mine” 😷😘

In love with you so madly.

My boyfriend is the reason not only that I’ve actually made it out of my room but I’m smiling for the first time in 5 days. He is absolutely perfect and I don’t deserve him. He actually makes me glad to be alive.

I guess you got me at my absolute worse tonight, the lowest I’ve been and the most volatile. I’m so sorry you had to put up with me like that. I never wanted you to see that side.

I don’t deserve you.
I don’t deserve anyone.
I deserve to be dead.
Guess that’s something I’ve got to accept.


i’m seeing a lot of people reblogging suicide hotlines and this is just a reminder that this is a suicide help line that works like a text-based instant messenger for people who may need to talk to someone but have trouble/are uncomfortable making phone calls

Thank you.