Even more reason for me to not want to stay here.
When someone ruins your plans that you’ve been looking forward for ages it makes me so mad. Like have some respect, you cunt. I’ve told you to stay away because I’m having people round. I’ve done it for you before.
It was never really over though, was it?
Hold on to the people who can put a smile on your face because they’re the ones who turn your shit days into good ones. Haven’t laughed like that for a long time.
I literally find it hard to like anyone so when I find someone I actually enjoy being with and talking to its a miracle.
Just another person I tricked myself into thinking actually gave a fuck.