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My Pursuit of Happiness

My Pursuit of Happiness

Warning, this blog could trigger.

I'm a fucking mess, just trying to get through my life with reoccurring depression, self harm and insomnia.

Most of the time I'm not worth the air I breathe.

Something really nice about holding the person you love…

Favourite pro green song?


Goodnight - a lot of those lyrics get to me.

Today I cried - First verse makes me think of the guy that saved me, then the last verse just relates perfectly.

Forever falling - my go to song when I’m down. Every lyric is just perfect.
There’s so many of them I like, Doll, Astronauts, Remedy, DPMO, falling down, read all about it, oh and Where do we go.

Pro Green’s album has been despatched so early. I’m so excited.

The worst part of panic attacks are trying to cover them up, followed closely by the pain I can’t even explain.

Shit day has been made better by core work out this morning, arm day in the gym and then 15.5 mile bike ride when I got home. Plus I’ve only had shreddies and a salad all day and I don’t even feel hungry.


eminem is my spirit animal


eminem is my spirit animal

I don’t care if your my best friend, family member or someone walking down the street. If you touch me and I don’t want to be touched I am going to forcefully remove your hand.

You’ll never understand why someone would cut until it’s you

The most true statement I’ve ever read. (via dragoons)