I’m so hungry, like I need pizza so badly.
Massive thank you to my mate who did this today. She didn’t say a word, just came up, hugged me and said it would be okay. Then insulted me ;) And with that, we were back to normal :P
I get the impression, even the sight of my face is making my Mum sick right now…
What does tier 3 involve?
I’m not sure if I’m honest. I can give you more detail when I have my first meeting.
All I’ve been told is that the camhs team have reviewed my case and I will be put as a priority, assigned to an “individual” who is a professional in a certain field because my situation is “too complicated for counselling or specialised Primary Mental Health Workers”. They haven’t told me what yet, only that i defiantly wont be put into group therapy. It’ll be based at a specialist clinic.
Officially been referred to tier 3 of camhs. Shit.
Getting out of bed this morning was the hardest it’s ever been…
I know when I get home tomorrow I’m just going to be questioned on what was spoken about and I’m prettified of that…
Plus I haven’t even asked my head of year for the time out of school so she’s going to be pissed I’ve booked “a doctors appointment” in school time and start asking questions. And I’ve got to explain to my teachers I’m missing their lessons for an hour and a half. Pretty long doctors appointment… Wooo!
Someone needs to tell my Mum to stop switching between being my therapist and the “you know you can tell me anything, we’re like best mates” mother because neither of them suit her.
Anyone would have thought I have an assessment tomorrow…
"How many times do I have to tell you,
Even when you’re crying you’re beautiful too?
The world is beating you down.
I’m around through every mood.
You’re my downfall, you’re my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues.
Cards on the table, we’re both showing hearts.
Risking it all, though it’s hard.”
-John Legend, All of Me.