I will slash the tyres of the next person to drive passed and stare.
please, please, PLEASE don't hurt yourself...
I’m really trying not to, I really am :’( x
*puts snapchat text over area of insecurity*
If I’m going on this bloody trip I will be taking full advantage and cutting my legs to shit. Guilt free.
I wanna cut so badly, I need a razor. Just nothing is gunna compare right now…
Going into school tomorrow is scaring the shit out of me. No one wants me there.
Fuck it, I give up. I’m off to sleep on the sofa, can’t sleep in bed. Headphones in and try to forget about how horrific tomorrow is going to be.
Its actually really starting to effect me that I’m going on this residential trip. I really, really don’t think I’m going to be able to do this. I can’t be away from privacy for so long, I won’t be able to keep the happy persona up.
From the bullshit, from the drama, from everything.
Less said about counselling today the better…