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My Pursuit of Happiness

My Pursuit of Happiness

Warning, this blog could trigger.

If there's one thing life has taught me, it's if your not happy nothing else matters.

I'm coming out the other side of depression. So join me on my little pursuit of happiness...

Anyone got a spare hour and fancy an inbox conversation? I have to stay up…

That feeling when you get a text or an email and it’s not from who you think it is…

But honestly, in my heart of hearts, it feels like I’ve gone back 200 steps. I feel like I’m back to where I was in January.


it’s late and i really just need a hug or a shit load of vodka

Worrying about everything , can’t sleep :’(

Forgot what its like to not sleep properly for days. Back to being an insomniac , worrying about everything.

Ahahha, this came up on my Twitter feed. Relevant.

Fuck. I need to remember this.

Reasons why my mother is a bitch #941

So, after hating myself for literally hours, I finally got to the stage where you stop worrying about absolutely everything you’ve ever said in your life and begin to drift off.

Suddenly mother decides she can’t sleep so wakes everyone in the house to try and find her headphones. Including turning ever light on and getting me out of bed and then actually moaning about me jumping because she came storming through the door saying “I only opened a door, Jesus calm down”

Now I can’t get back to sleep and I’m back to hating myself and wanting to cut. Thanks Mum…


"Life is for living, we all know, and I don’t wanna spend it alone".


"Life is for living, we all know, and I don’t wanna spend it alone".